So tonight me and my brother, who surprisingly im getting along with very well lately, are sleeping in the made up "cabin" we have made. Its glorius and were just gunna hang out and then maybe cause sum mischief ...its gunna be fun....I dono if i like getting along with him so well just yet..Its odd, i mean usually, were screamin and fightin and killin each other, but this is so much different, and he can be so cool....that sounds corny but its true...i like the kid a lot.






                                      





                                 DO NOT SPEAK AS LOUD AS MY HEART

So this hapens evry onece inna while where i get insecure.  But i dont really care this time
Ill never care like i did before EVER again.  To much trouble it put me through. IM comfortable where i am right now and i dont want to move from this spot. Therefore im not going to.  Il never be caught up in those emotions anymore.  It plays with my head and as much as i want to get it out and i seem to...It never ever leaves my thoughts until sumthing more or less harsh sweeps it away. Winter is coming, ill be changed.





   IM not ok....NEVER REPLY TO THIS~you or i, you think youre confused?

So last night i camped out in my backyard hoping to spend sum quality time with my brother since we do hate each other.  But i quickly got the feedback that my brother didnt want to..."NO, i dont like you"
never in my life have i been so confused. It really hurt me. And i couldnt understand why.  Well i built the whole thing out of sticks and it hold up really well with the ducttape on it but it was quite comfortable. So i played ps2 with myself allnight in my tent...Never the less it was a good time:)




       



 Ive got shaky little fingers, that hold on to your grip, youve hot wraped around my world

So today started out pretty boring until this girl named amanda came over, and i love her.  We played this game called spit ~and it was wierd~also, im not that fond of card games:(im ashamed).. OH! and for anyone who is DANIEL LOVERNS friend, Today, daniel played twister with four other people...did i mention they were all boys? yes, you read it right.... ON A LIGHTER NOTE, i had fun today even though i didnt get to learn any new special moves;)... but i had a lot of fun...even thought she had to leave about an hour early....
 







                             I DONT THINK ILL EVER COME BACK DOWN

So seriously, if we say pardon my french when we curse, do the french say pardon my english? That should be the question of the year...stumps me evrytime:) WHOA! CANT DO IT BY MYSELF

So there was this one girl
 When i was in fith grade and i liked her a lot...but she din really like me...maybe a little..So this one day the next year in 6th grade i called her..well my friend did, and i asked her out, well, my friend did
But thats not the point so we "went-Out" for a good 2 months until the year was over and it was summer...THen during summer, we broke up.  Turned out she liked this jim kid. So i was pissed.  But then this one day she said she liked me again.  So i was ecstatic, and we"went out" again.  This went on and off for a good 5 and sum odd years.  But then i was stupid and went out with this girl from Williamsville,though, im not quite sure what her name is anymore. I think it might be Claudia, not sure.
But Anywyas, we broke up and now im going out with a beautiful girl from alden.  Her name is amanda KAY that is a beutiful last name and it fits her great.  W e have been bf gf now for the past 9 and 3/4 months and evry second had been amazing;).  I love you so much babe.

So lately my summers been goin good im just not ready to accept the fact that, In 2 weeks, school starts again...cant stand it The whole thought of going back and sitting in the rooms just completely makes me depressed, i hate Mrs.Domino, And because i didnt take math last year, i have her:( Many times ive thought about how i can get her to stop teaching Its completely hopeless and im in trouble...she could very well hate me And its not like i care but this years going to be long...technically....