im so depressed and i don really kno why...its been a while and ive just been caught up in things.  ill be changed forever. ill never tell my secret.  but it really changed me.  i wont tell anyone what it is.  So please stop asking, youre not helping me..no one can ever help me. im the only one that can ever help myself and i finally see that....im going to stop depending on people to encourage me and help me...im fine on my own and ill live.....ill kiss all of it goodbye...and never ever wish it back....














                        i am burning the letters of days gone by....